don't stand in my way

2010-11-14T04:49:00.004+08:00

went to watch this show just now
very nice movie
damm funny, you will laugh your teeth out
lols
rating 10/10 for it

2010-11-12T09:47:00.003+08:00

There will be a path if you walk,
There will be happiness if you seek.
All that possessed are packed,
Yet i am unable to bring along my remembrance.
Clouds of uncertainty shrouds the sky,
As are the turbulences in my heart.
Though i shall sail into a blurry future,
This shall be where i return in glory.

Sailing across the sea, I can take the hardship,
With the belief that the god will not abandon me.
Just as there are curses in life, there are blessings in dreams.
Since we have the affinity to be on the same boat, we shall face the storms together.
Bracing against the blazing sun, there is fog beneath my eyes.
I can be trapped by my cowardice and weakness no more.
However hard life is, there is changing factors in fate.
All i pray is a break from all my sufferings

2010-09-27T05:33:00.005+08:00

3 more hours and off i go
something bad happen just now and i don't wish to mention
i really hope you are fine now
i am sorry that i wrong you
i really wish to see you but i can't
i am really worried for you
it really hurts seeing you like this
why must it happen today when i am going off
i can't get to see you when you are up
i can't be by your side when you needed someone most
i really miss you alot alot
='(

wait for me alright
i be back real soon
i will remember my promise to you!
we will go to underwater world together
please remember to get enough rest everyday
remember to eat your daily meal on time
and please don't drink and smoke lesses
i wanna see the strong xl when i am back
promise me alright?
i love you and i really do
love you love you love you, remember 3 times?

2010-09-26T13:24:00.003+08:00

tomorrow i be flying off to australia(wallaby) 3 weeks for training purpose
hope the weather will not be as hot as they describe
shall tell you guys more when i'm back

will be missing every single one of you
♥

will everything changes when i'm back
i hate this feeling
i have no confident in myself
3 weeks, a test for us?
no doubt, i am falling for you
imu, love

2010-09-22T01:47:00.002+08:00

Greatness as you
Smallness as me
You show me what is deep as sea
A little love, little kiss
A little hug, little gift
All of little something.
these are our memories

You make me cry
Make me smile
Make me feel that love is true
You always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye

You make me cry
Make me smile
Make me feel the joy of love
Oh kissing you
Thank you for all the
love you always give to me
Oh I love you
Yes I do, I always do

Make me cry
Make me smile
Make me feel that love is true
You always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye
To be with you, oh I love you

2010-06-21T17:59:00.004+08:00

i'm going back camp in an hour time
boring
still have to go back
one year more
must tarhan!

i don't know what to said
sigh
IMY!(S)

2010-06-21T01:44:00.003+08:00

not feeling good this few days
everything is not right
sigh..
i think i am giving up soon

2010-06-06T03:06:00.008+08:00

caught this movie at cathay with kerin yf sophia and me
the show was alright not really that scary
is only the part where his claw rub against the metel parts makes the noise very irrating
hate it
it was a nice show afterall
rate 6.8/10

2010-03-15T03:02:00.004+08:00

2010-01-03T23:52:00.002+08:00

some peoples do not worth my care
just fuck you all
bye world

2009-11-29T01:01:00.007+08:00

if i had a wish i will wish to go back to the past
[FRIENDS] the days in school were so happy and fun
but now i feel everything is so different
maybe we all have change through time passes by
somethings is better to be left unsaid
sigh. ..

[HER] the happiest days with you was when we just got together
after the first broke up this relationship has already ended
it has already scared
we got back together problem occur but we did not manage to sovle it
as time pass by the problem as already accumulate
and it add on and on till...

i know what i do is stupid
i know my friends feel that way too
i know whatever i do things can't change
i know i love you
i was naive to believe one day you be touched
you have change since the day we broke up
you are not the same old person i know anymore
it really hurts me alot deep inside
i am not that important person in your heart anymore
your love has already given to other
it's not mine anymore
i have many ???
but i think is no point knowing
bye world...

2009-11-16T15:24:00.004+08:00

2009-11-16T03:41:00.002+08:00

2009-11-01T23:46:00.002+08:00

i don't know why i still care
i don't know why you will effect me so much
you are like a spell inside me
=(

2009-09-11T04:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch movie with kerin and yf and...
lazy to type all the name out
hahas
watch G-FORCE
it was so cute
simply love it!
i rate it 10/10

then morning woke up at 11
accompany kerin to hospital for appoiment
after that went to shopping centre to eat and walk around
i also don't know what's the name of the shoping centre
lols
by pass a fish shop and i saw a guinea pig
and i miss brownie so
sigh
i miss you so much brownie
you are one i never gonna forget
you will always stay inside my heart deeply
=(

today went to watch GAMER with kerin and yf and...
the show was not that really nice
i rate it 6/10
i have watch FINAL DESTINATION
but i forgot when i watch it
the show was boring and it sucks
it's only disgusting
so those people who love disgusting show can go for it
i rate it 3/10

booking in on next tue
am excited for my posting
hahas
hope i can get my vocation
=)

2009-09-10T05:04:00.004+08:00

finally pop lo
hahas
was tired preparing for my arms drills and performance

start to miss the days in bmt
hahas
was fun but it's was tough
it's worth it after all
=)
have to enjoy my block leave
POP LOOOOOOO!!!
waiting for ord
LOLS!

2009-09-03T18:11:00.000+08:00

always a part of me
i miss you!

2009-08-31T11:20:00.000+08:00

am on mc yesterday and today =)
booking in tonight =(
going to pop soon
it's on september 9
yea..

got my appointment for specialist
on november 5
have to wait so long
diaos
hope it helps

was blogging halfway
something happen
in the anger now
fuck you all!

2009-08-10T16:05:00.000+08:00

going back camp in 5 more hours
so sad
yesterday saw firework at tpy garden with kerin&sg
can't really see and we only saw it for 5 mins and it's gone
zZ
thanks bros for making my day
looking forward to my next book out
bye world
i miss you

2009-08-09T02:08:00.005+08:00

just came back from my outfield yesterday
so shag
zZ

lu sorry that i can't go to visit you
hope you are fine inside
this fri is your court i can't make it too
sigh
hope for the best for you
i really miss you bro
hope to see you soon
miss the good old days

2009-07-21T00:19:00.003+08:00

it's been 1 month plus since i am in army
army days was Zz due to some personal reason
hope time could pass quickly

cancel my frienster and facebook account
don't ask me why cause?
=)

take me away my love...

2009-06-09T04:32:00.002+08:00

i have so much to said inside me
but i don't know who to turn to
and i don't know how to start with
i may look strong but i am so weak inside
='(

2009-05-16T03:34:00.003+08:00

this will be my last post
maybe someday i will update it again
i got my own reason

to sosa
i just hope you will forget about me
just walk on don't ever look back
stay happy always
take great care of yourself
remember to quit smoking!
i think that's all i have to said

goodbye everyone

2009-05-12T10:33:00.005+08:00

finally a off day for me
=)
actually i don't wanna off but i have to
taking my nafa tomorrow
hope i can pull it though

Zz
so tired now
waiting to change shift
go home gonna sleep!!!

2009-05-11T01:18:00.004+08:00

unspeakable words
let the memories stay with me always

2009-05-08T03:16:00.003+08:00

tired tired tired
everyday also not enough sleep plus can't sleep well
Zz
13 may go take my nafa hope i can get a sliver(PASS)
if pass hope i can deley 1 month to my army
i want to get my (L)
and i can work for a month more
=)
hope so

L's is going court on 11 may
don't know what will be the outcome
hope for the best outcome
bro don't think too much alright
remember you still got us
waiting for the day when we all can gather together again
=)
miss you bro

2009-05-07T06:59:00.006+08:00

am working now
same old thing
shag!!
lols

L's is going back to report in a few more hours
hope he can be bill out
=(
i love you bro
i am a person who don't really know how to express myself
but deep inside i really treasure you guys alot
hope you will be fine
while typing now my eyes are getting wet
bro hope you really will change this time
i am waiting for the day to come

2009-05-06T07:09:00.003+08:00

part 1

part 2

part 3

part 4

part 5

2009-05-06T01:22:00.004+08:00

cherish your love one around you before it gone

2009-05-04T01:23:00.003+08:00

once again i drop my tears after so long

2009-05-02T00:47:00.002+08:00

i miss you!

2009-05-01T01:35:00.005+08:00

working again
damm shag sia
everyday sleep 5 to 6 hours
face like ghost
hahahas
but never work no money
Zz
no choice

how i wish there is someone to care and concern about me
whenever i see other couple i felt so =(
maybe just not use to it
but soon it will i think
army days soon
omg! 33 more days to go
nvm finish it and get my freedom
yawns..
i wanna get my (L)
i wanna ride bike
i am a lazy bum
hahahs lazy go learn
jeff is happily playing his street fighter
hahahas
i go find games to play also =)

2009-04-30T06:39:00.002+08:00

working now damm tired feel like sleeping
reach home wanna have a good rest
Zzz

2009-04-27T02:15:00.004+08:00

i am missing you
everyday there is always something remind me of you
places,things,songs
thought i could just forget you as time passes
but somethings can never be forgotten
it will stay with you for a life time
i really miss the time together
the smile we use to have
but... ='(
hope you are happy and safe everyday
i be changing my url soon
take care my love

2009-04-21T12:58:00.003+08:00

yesterday after meeting kerin went off at 1 plus
then went to meet heng to slack
slack till 7 plus 8 in the morning then we went home
was tired then i went sleep
then suddenly i was having some dream just now
and i cried badly
then i am awake
='(
hais
i don't know why but i miss K'g
hope you are having fun in school now
i am still tired now but i think i won't be able to sleep
gonna be a living zombie soon

2009-04-20T22:56:00.004+08:00

today was a moody day
many things going through my head
='(
going down to meet kerin awhile
then go home rest
never ever had a good rest
i don't know how long more i can take
take care everyone

2009-04-15T14:37:00.013+08:00

i miss my little brownie
whenever i see the cage is empty i feel so lonely without you
i miss the voice of yours and everythings
i really miss you alot
sorry my little love one for not taking good care of you when you are there
i am really sorry
but i know saying sorry will not bring you back
human never learn to cherish things when they have it only when they are gone
i love you brownie
i am so sorry
='(

(21.03.09) RIP <3

i am going in army soon
kinda sad but maybe it can help me out with my insomnia
sleep early wake up early then keep exercise
hope after my army i can sleep like how i used to last time
=)

i am worry about L's
really hope for the best outcome for you
although we always quarrel but you know i don't mean it
sorry for my bad attitude
we have good and bad in us but we accept it all
really glad
i love you guys deep inside
i really cherish the time with you guys
hope you guys are too
hope that this friendship will never end
missing you guys alot right now =)
KGYH NLJH LWJJ PDF 4everBROS

2009-04-03T02:52:00.005+08:00

today was a fine day
stay at home watching flashpoint the whole day
its english version not the chinese one
lols

i do miss someone
really miss those happy moments
as time passes by everythings around me change
sometimes i do wish i can stay at the happy moments and stop right there
but the fact is it's impossible
just a smile and its seems so hard
somehow i wish one day i can watch the sunrise with someone i do cherish
=)

2009-03-29T04:53:00.004+08:00

today meet up with lewis,lilian,kerin,yifeng,namsieng and sooguan
then slack awhile at toa payoh
after that kerin and yifeng went off first to catch their movie
then me lewis and namsieng went to my house downstair to slack while waiting for sooguan and kimheng
slack till 12 plus all of them went home
went down to meet melvin and ying for prawning
i only caught 2 today not in the mood =(
then after bbqing the prawns went home around 4 plus
now am home to blog going sleep after this
nights everyone =)

2009-03-27T04:45:00.005+08:00

i don't know have i change or what. i don't even understand myself sometimes. i am lost. i don't know why things aren't going my way. i don't know am i wrong. maybe i am. i will try to change. sorry everyone.

as for her i don't really know why things turn out this way but for sure i know everything happen for a reason. i don't blame you or hate you for anything. i just hope you will be happy. i will too. thanks and sorry for everything in the past. you are someone who carved so deeply in my heart. i will be brave and move on like you said. please take care of yourself.

2009-02-19T05:06:00.003+08:00

2008-06-19T10:57:00.003+08:00

The world is changing so am i
because many things wake me up
i will be stronger then ever
i know i will

hope this year can past quickly
its been so suey for me
everything is going bad
nothing good comes to me
i just have to tolerate
hope it will be over soon
HUAT AR HUAT AR HUAT AR!

2008-05-27T15:55:00.004+08:00

We are back together
=)
but hope you keep your words
and i keep mine too
loves!

I wanna get a part time job
i wanna get my project done fast
i want $$$
i want my computer
arghh
am feeling bored no mood blog
__

2008-05-17T04:45:00.002+08:00

我好想她
现在好吗
旧画面还在记忆里挣扎
那年的夏结束时说的话
一直不能放下
她说爱啊
爱很伟大
所以才能让她勇敢离开
当时的我
不明白为什么
直到时间白了头发
我懂了她
她不让眼泪落下
所以让爱结束在最美刹那
她的眼里进了沙
她算了吧够了吧
不要再苦苦挣扎
我懂了她
不要我为她牵挂
她说天空很大要自由飞翔
没有结果的爱情
她放了吧走了吧
不想要彼此受伤
她那么傻

2008-05-16T19:05:00.004+08:00

The whole day i was thinking of you
i was hoping for your message
but i know i wont want to reply
what am i thinking?
why do things always turn this way
i also don't want to
but things are pushing me
i ask myself alot of time
why do i love you so much
i really don't know why
i been thinking the problem lies in who
why things cant work out
i know myself i have give in
didn't i?
or am i wrong
i really don't know
many things are going though my mind
sometime things i don't like i keep inside
because i don't wanna quarrel with you
but do you know?
if a person don't love you will he bother to care whatever shit
do you know at this point of time how i really feel
i wanna cry&shout out loud
who can lend me a shoulded
in my heart now that is only fear
fear in everythings i do
i have no more confident in myself anymore

2008-05-15T15:56:00.002+08:00

Just read your blog
your words are just so hurting
you should know why i said that to you
i will disappear
i wont be staying home
take care of yourself

2008-05-15T10:25:00.005+08:00

Maybe what you said is not what you really want
you always wanted people to understand you
but do you understand me?
do you think of how i feel?
you said we need trust
did you ever think of why i don't trust you?
a person who always lie expect a trust
tell me how can i trust?
you always do what you want
when things goes wrong you will said you can also do the same way
tell me how you feel if i were to said that to you?
seriously
the days when i meet you
your phone kept ringing and i know its guys
but did i even said a word
don't tell me as a friend will keep calling and messaging
you yourself know the best
i don't want excuse&lies but only truth words

The day when you said we are impossible
i really did give up my hope
and now what you said is totally different
i take a big step out ahead
because of you i walk back and this is what i get?
nobody really knows what am i going though
but my family
timeless torture

I don't know what to said anymore
i don't know how to face you anymore
maybe everythings from the past till now is just my fault
i don't hate you but myself'
many things done can't be undo
if life can be like a white board write and erase
then everythings will be so perfect
=(

2008-05-10T15:25:00.004+08:00

Been staying home for the past few weeks
feel like a rotten apple
but today am going out
happy =)
going bugis with kerin nat sg&arthur
go walk walk see see
haha
after that will be heading to town
so long never go town le
think there are not much different ba

Am going bath now not much time left
later that jacky chan want kp me le
ahah
see ya

2008-05-08T00:04:00.003+08:00

Feeling moody today
quarrel with someone which i don't wish to mention
never mind forget it
let bygone be bygone

Yesterday watch iron men with my familys
it was nice!!
the effect and everything it was so good and cool
so i think those who have not seen it go catch it before its gone
and remember that day i said i was watching the show
"An Empress And The Warriors"
its was touching and the a guy name "Xiao Hu" was so..
hmm. one word to describe only "FEARLESS"
anyway everyone is getting to sleep so am i
see ya
nights everyone (=

2008-05-05T16:58:00.004+08:00

Wake up at 1 plus
use com then got problem
sians
have to use my sis laptop
am watching "An Empress And The Warriors" it seems nice
=)
wonder what to do after watching
feel like watching another show
but my sis coming back she wanna use also
=(
BORED!

am so lazy la
wonder when can i reach my goal
have to workhard towards it la
everyday day dreaming
lols
write till here ba
go watch my show le if not later not enough time
she comes back gonna YELL at me

2008-05-04T00:08:00.002+08:00

Created my blog

nothing much to said

will update again tomorrow