The whole day i was thinking of you
i was hoping for your message
but i know i wont want to reply
what am i thinking?
why do things always turn this way
i also don't want to
but things are pushing me
i ask myself alot of time
why do i love you so much
i really don't know why
i been thinking the problem lies in who
why things cant work out
i know myself i have give in
didn't i?
or am i wrong
i really don't know
many things are going though my mind
sometime things i don't like i keep inside
because i don't wanna quarrel with you
but do you know?
if a person don't love you will he bother to care whatever shit
do you know at this point of time how i really feel
i wanna cry&shout out loud
who can lend me a shoulded
in my heart now that is only fear
fear in everythings i do
i have no more confident in myself anymore