i don't know have i change or what. i don't even understand myself sometimes. i am lost. i don't know why things aren't going my way. i don't know am i wrong. maybe i am. i will try to change. sorry everyone.


as for her i don't really know why things turn out this way but for sure i know everything happen for a reason. i don't blame you or hate you for anything. i just hope you will be happy. i will too. thanks and sorry for everything in the past. you are someone who carved so deeply in my heart. i will be brave and move on like you said. please take care of yourself.